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Monday, May 01, 2006

Mon, 01 May 2006 01:47:33 GMT

Well My Xanga Page is being a piece of SHIT!!!!

Until i figure out how to put pictures on my page without it blocking it as a pop-up, no pictures i guess...!

I believe in love at first site, hope of a new tomorrow, second chances, living with no regrets, long walks on the beach and knowing everything happens for a reason.

This is my favorite song this week...haha

It's off Rascel Flatts New Cd.....Me and My Gang!

Grandma burned the biscuits
Nearly took the house down with her.
Now she's in assisted livin'
We all knew that day would come.
We knew she was to gone to drive
The day she parked on I-65.
Found her on the shoulder cryin'
She didn't know where she was.
Its like her mind just quit.
Oh but bring up grandpa- its like someone flipped a switch.

A front porch light and a blue Desota,
Couple a straws and a coca cola:
You can see it all goin' down.
A handsome boy in army green
A tear on his face- down on a knee,
Shaky voce- a diamond ring should put you in that town.
Tomorrow she won't remember what she did today,
But just ask her about Ellsworth, Kansas, 1948

She takes out his medals,
A cigar box of letters.
Sits and scatters pictures,
Black and whites of days gone by.
We started losin' her when she lost him,
But to hear her carry on you'd swear she's seventeen again

Football games and leaves a'cracklin'
Walkin' her home in his letter jacket,
You can see it all goin' down.
A perfect night on a front porch glider,
Saying goodnight for the next 3 hours.
Her tired eyes glow wild and bright
When she talks about that town.
Tomorrow she won't remember what she did today,
But just ask her about Ellsworth, Kansas 1948.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 14:01:51 GMT

Too The Three Most Important People In My Life!

Thanks For making my birthday weekend GREAT!!! I Love You Guys!

Me and Nicholas! =)

Meg and Chris...Aren't They Cute!?!

Me and My Baby! = )

We're Fucking Gangster!

Me and Meggy Poo...haha Don't Ask!

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 04:34:35 GMT

Hey B i t c h e s !

Well Prom Is Coming Up Real Soon. and I got My Dress Today. My Daddy spent a bundle for it...but I'm so happy that i got it! I Love It! This is the same dress I'll Be Wearing For Prom!

Nick- Life keeps getting better and Better! and Its all because of you! Thanks For Making Me So Happy! I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend! = )

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Wed, 05 Apr 2006 18:23:29 GMT

everytime i see you, no matter how hard
i try, i can't seem to fight these crazy
b u t t e r f l i e s

Laugh too hard and live like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

no camera could ever capture the
look in her eyes & the feeling in
her heart when she looks at him <3

Nick =)

and for the rest of you fuckers.....

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 20:58:39 GMT

&& what would i do without my best friend ?
.... let's not find out.

This is Meg and I just kinda hanging out...so i'm going to update in the first time in forever! so here it goes.....lol*

So, things have been going really good and i'm starting to think that things are actually going to work out this time. So many good things have been happening and i just can't seem to keep up! But i also still have some problems i have to work out.....i still don't have prom date yet..and my job still pays me 3.50 an hour....YEAH! but everything else is...GREAT!

Here are some quotes and stuff that i liked and basically shows how i'm feeling these days...

You may not always end up where you
thought you were going, but you'll always
end up where you're meant to be.

Someday someone will walk into your life
and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else

I guess what I like best about you is how
you can make me laugh even when nothing's funny.
Nick...

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 20:10:19 GMT

well...the weekend was okay for me. Friday started out horrible then got a little better. i seen an old..really good friend..;o) and just kinda caught up on a lot of stuff.

Saturday...i ended up going out with Kenny. I haven't seen him in forever. We hit the mall and got some food and then went to see a movie..Faliure to Launch! It's such a good movie.. i fell in love with it. I'm gonna go see it again for sure. ;o)

Sunday- Church of course..Bri Wilson went with me..it was a good servive..Pastor Matt preached, which is always fun cause he always makes it fun..not saying that Pastor Phil doesn't..there both AWESOME!!! lol*

so that was my weekend for ya...not to exciting....and my plans with Devin got blown to hell...but i guess thats High School for ya

just some quotes....

Life doesn't hurt until you realize
how much things have changed,
who you've lost, and how much
of it was your own fault

&& when I look in the mirror
I see girl whose been through so much
and yet, still finds a way to smile at the past.
She still loves with all her heart
or whats left of it..
& when you see her walk down the hall
I can gaurantee you she'll have her head up high
faking a smile just one last time..
at all those who try & break her
but never will.

Friday, March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 23:28:29 GMT

some random quotes that i found and i'm not gonna lie,,,, i have been feeling depressed latley..so in put them on here...;o(

do you ever think of us
& the way it used to be ?

my dearest ?,
i couldn't sleep last night because i know that it's over between us. i'm not bitter anymore, because i know that what we had was real. and if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, i'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. the best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. that's what i hope to give to you forever. i love you. i'll be seeing you. <3
Sam

only the best movie ever...

people say hate is a strong word. well,
so is love. but people throw it around like
it`s nothing..

I realize now that its over.
That there’s no point.
That there’s no chance.
I know all this && yet I still have hope,
that you’ll come back to me.
It’s that hope that’s slowly killing me.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 02:36:52 GMT

This weekend has been so great!! Not only did i have a great friday night with all of my wonderful friends. But KODY came home from college this weekend...and i finally got to see him. For the first time since Christmas!

yeah! so i ran out of pixels..i guess i'm pretty mad about that...but i will put all my other pictures in my slideshow in a couple of days....! My wonderful friends...I LOVE guys to death...and i honestly dono what i would do without you....thanks for making my weekend so great.....!

He was always such a nice boy
The quiet one
With good intentions
He was down for his brother
Respectful to his mother
A good boy
but good don't get attention
One kid with a promise
The brightest kid in school
He's not a fool
Reading books about science and smart stuff
It's not enough, no
Cause smart dont make you cool, whoa

He's not invisible anymore
With his Father's 9 and a broken fuse
Since he walked through that classroom door
He's all over primetime news

Mary's got the same size hands
As Marilyn Monroe
She put her fingers in the imprints
at Mann's Chinese Theatre show
She coulda been a movie star
Never got the chance to go that far
Her life was stole
Now we'll never know

They were crying to the camera
Said he never fitted in
He wasn't welcomed
He showed up to the parties
We was hanging in
Some guys puttin' him down
Bullying him round round
Now I wish I woulda talked to him
Gave him the time of day
Not turn away
If I woulda been the one to maybe go this far
He might have stayed at home
Playing angry chords on his guitar

He's not invisible anymore
With his baggy pants and his legs in chains
Since he walked through that classroom door
Everybody knows his name

Greg was always getting net from 20 feet away
He had a tryout with the Sixers
Couldn't wait for Saturday
Now we're never gonna see him slam
Flying high as Kobe can
His life was stole
Oh now we'll never know

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:57:42 GMT

*-.Well The Past Couple Of Days Have Been Pretty Crappy.-*

But it's okay..because i got my beautiful friends to help me through it. Well things haven't been working out with the love life, but everything else is good. My grades are going up, not fighting with family and friends, and i haven't felt fat all week. lol* And thats always a good thing considering I'm always complaining about my weight.

Sunday- I went to church...which i was so pumped about. It had to of been one of the best services. I can't wait to go back next week. I'm way pumped.!! Megan and Chris are going with me ;o) So it should be a fun time!

Today- School Sucked....I hate it so much! and Then i went to softball after school. I really don't think i like it very well. But, I have come to the conclusion that i am running TRACK!!

But the single life is treating me pretty good right now. Still don't have a prom date.. But I'm really not worrying about it. Someone will come along...

Me Eva and Megan...At My house ;o)

Me and Megan just kicking it at eva's lol* ;o)

I freaking love this picture of me ;o)

i don't even know what my problem is in this picture lol* i guess i was having a pretty good day! ;o)

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it’s still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
"I’m with you"
And as You mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I’ll praise You in this storm
And I will life my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I’ve cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can’t find You

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I’m with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 19:38:32 GMT

*-.And When The Sun Comes Up Tomorrow, Let Her Cry.-*

Well I'm not going to write to much cause nothing to much has happened. I guess i have a pretty boring life. For the past week i have been with Eva and Jodi just kinda hanging out and what not. Had a pretty good week so far. But I'm counting down the days until summer vacation. To tell you the truth...i really don't like school to well.

I have been hanging out with Bryan a lot latley. I'm still a little confussed about things. But I'm sure everything will be fine. I guess all guys seem to have a little bit of an additude every once in a while....i suppose!

The weekend starts tomorrow and i have to work every freaking day..

JOY FUCKING JOY!!!!